Oh jeez, I was determined to forget you. The more i tried, the harder it gets. Why?! Honestly, i don’t know. Since i had that vivid dream of yours, that’s when all the adrenaline starts again. I love your text messages. I felt it was best that i erased it from my cell cos’ i really, absolutely wanted you out of my life.. forever. But you kept haunting me. You lingered in my thoughts. albeit how much i’ve tried to not let it penetrate my mind, well, it kinda did. This is crap, seriously. The truth is, i really like you(but i have never expressed it to you). But i hate you at the same time! Omg, i know, oxymoron. when i logged in FB, i’ll definitely browse through yours. Huh, call me nuts. I realised you are not mine to keep. Well, i’m cool with that. You have found your perfect match. Bravo. Having said that, i pity her. If she really knows the real you, i’m surprised she’s still with you. You’re awesome when it comes to alluring women. you have successfully made me part of your gambit. And now, you’ve cut me deep. thanks aye.
Susah nak menilai lelaki yang baik. Kalau aku jadi perempuan tu, aku tak akan terima dia. Depan kau, dia baik dan setia. Belakang kau, dia gatal nak mampos dengan perempuan lain. Adakah itu jejaka idaman kamu?? Hmmmm..... apa kata anda? (lol. Da lama tak tulis bahasa melayu. Rindu la.)

LATELY, I FEEL LIKE D. JACQUES CLOUSEAU! HAHA.
AND I'M GETTING GOOD AT IT. ;)

Don't worry peeps. This blog is still alive. I've been using Tumblr for quite sometime. Tumblr and Twitter are soo much in me. I'll blog here when i'm... hmmm.. lets see... pretty much in agony? There are stuffs which i don't want people to know. so i'll prolly blog here. ok ok? I find Tumblr the easier version of blogger. :) y'all should have one!!!

and twitter, please go and create one.. or... just hang yourself. haha. kidding. :P

Have you realised the days have gone by like a speed of light. face the fact, people, the Apocalypse is drawing.
okay, let's not go into greater depth. it obviously freaks people out, especially me. I'm in a state whereby i'm always hit with constant trepidation. i hope things will go smoothly. i pray that he will guide me with all the adversities ahead. god, i need you to keep me motivated, give me the fortitude to go through this once again and make this right for me.